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2.
not the
one 4.
abundant
lack of motivation 5.
vulnerable |
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habit time to start
over the cycle's
beginning, beginning again time to get
sober when
will these cycles officially end? i've fallen
back it's no surprise someday i'll quit i fantasize and there'll
be more cycles come
around i'm sure this itself
has become a vicious habit like the ones i first intended to break how
much power is it going to take? how
much? i
don't know i'm
getting older the time is
wasting, wasting away i
shrug my shoulders no better time
to quit than today i wish
i could it's not that easy my vices love
to tempt and tease me i
start and end my own rules i bend this itself
has become a vicious habit like the ones i first intended to break how much power
is it going to take? how
much? i
don't know |
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This was the first song I ever wrote.
It was written back when GRUNGE ruled the airwaves. Back then, it seemed you weren't cool unless
you were strung out. I think the only
thing I was strung out on, at the time, was goofiness. I
was posing. Little did I know, this
scenario would prophetically play itself out over and over again as the
soundtrack to my life for the past ten years - with relapses increasing in
severity as time wore on. I
may have been posing when I wrote this, but I theorize now it might have been
a subconscious cry for help. I mean, what a topic for my first song! All
is good. Awareness is half the battle. Having ambition helps. So does having family. |
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9.
lovely
lady 10. can’t go |