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1.  take me to the sun

2.  not the one

3.  something has got to you

4.  abundant lack of motivation

5.  vulnerable

6.  gotta give it up

7.  it’s not funny

8.  habit

9.  lovely lady

10. can’t go

outtakes

pull

 

we've been attached so long

like a clenched fist pulling something strong

can't seem to separate

perpetual "tug of war"

opposing teams pull each other closer

possessive love is hate

 

this is the game we chose to play

we can't change the rules

you pull me

i pull you

 

we laugh and joke and kid

as if we did things no one did

but then it'd start to rain

we drag ourselves through mud

and apologize

is this called love?

pleasure turns to pain

 

this is the game we chose to play

we can't change the rules

you pull me

i pull you

 

   how long's this game gonna last?

   cause i'm getting tired very fast

   i refuse to let go

   cause i don't want to lose (you)

     This song is perhaps my strongest, conceptually and harmonically.  Berklee gave its stamp of "approval" by selecting it as one of the entries in its annual singer/songwriter/performer showcases.  That's about as far as I got with the songwriting department…

 

I guess I'll let it stand on its own.

 

     Since I had yet to place this old song on any of my previous releases, logic would dictate that I'd eventually give it "top billing," but I tucked it in the back because I felt it shared too much with the theme of dysfunctional love in Not the One.  Again, "cutting floor" executive decisions for the sake of my "movie."  In this day and age of dvds though, we now have full access to all of the director’s thoughts and ideas - whether we like it or not.   : )

outtakes

the moment

 

don't buy into the simple notion

your boat afloat this giant ocean

can paddle  any faster than you

be happy to be in the moment

don't worry or your time gets stolen

for doing all the things you want to do

 

take control

but don't take more

leave those worries at your door

step into a place that's pure

 

to get there you must be here

walk away from all that fear

step into a place that's clear

     The first verse and chorus to a song is usually the easiest part to create.  It's the endgame that's a bitch.

 

     Once in a while, I come up with a "song" that says everything I need to say in just a few lines.  To pad for the sake of living up to conventional frameworks (verse/chorus/verse/chorus/bridge/verse/ chorus, for example), would have indeed been superfluous. I choose to "let it be."  

 

     This is my mantra and what I'm discovering is the secret to sane living.

 

     This song came as the result of the pressure I felt from having too much somber material underground.  Being already aware most my songs were about me-me-me and my trials and tribulations, I offered this bit of advice... to myself.

 

     This became outtake 2, because I felt I already expounded on the revelation of present moment living in Abundant Lack of Motivation.  Plus, I wanted something short and sweet to end this record on a hopeful note.

 

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